The darkness looms in my head, can’t shake it, won’t go away, no reason for this feeling, no where to run and hide.
I have an amazing woman, who loves me for all that I am, my precious baby, my pet, who is always by my side.
Emptiness clouds my soul, need to run away, want to crawl under the covers, hide my self from this day.
Tomorrow will be better, I tell myself, though I know this may not be the case, all I know my skies are grey.
Longing for only a touch, touch my cheek look in my eyes, tell me you love me, you need me, don’t know why.
I look out the door looking up above, asking God to give me a sign a blessing, as I stare at the darkening sky.
Overwhelmed, never let them down, hard to go on, perfection can’t be found, try my best all I can say.
Never leave, always stay, proud of me regardless of the grade, don’t know why, just hold me I pray.
Days like this in the past, I would pray that God would strike me down, take me home, from this place.
No more thoughts like that, just want comfort in my soul, tell me all is ok, bring peace in to my space.
Soon things will change my smile will never leave, I know the truth, just like reading the treasured book.
Reel me in bring me home, make me your own, feel my soul, I am the fish that you have on the hook.