Enter in to my dark world to stay
Take my hand let’s go out to play
Pain is all around the place we go
Death and despair no place to grow
Look in to my eyes I will take your soul
Making you my own my only true goal
Eyes so blue, love that shines so bright
The darkness fades your eyes are my light
You show me a new way to live my life
No more deep scars buried by the knife
Hope joy love is the new path I found
My chains gone no longer feel bound
Bound by the fear in me that daily arose
Now heart is open and freely flows
Flows of love, joy, hope and pure happiness
Now the darkness is gone and no more sadness
Pet my life is owed to you my saving grace
You hold me, sing to me take me to your place
One day I promise to return the favor
My love for you eternal will never waiver
Chest heavy, pain for days, need relief, truly afraid to die
Love can’t be reached, too scared of a permanent good bye
Nurses all around, poking, prodding, hooking up the electrode
Take this pill, it will make you better, hoping I don’t code
Truly scared, is something I never knew, wanting to remain
Remain on this earth, no heaven yet, but I feel much pain
Love finds me, tells me she cares, I still remain in fear
Hide my fear from her eyes, I will be ok I promise my dear
Doctor comes hastily in, says your heart is truly in tact
What a relief, I thought I was having another heart attack
All is good to her I say, close your eyes and dream of me
For you are my dream, to forever to be with her my only plea
The skies are black from the storms that have rolled in
My heart was once black, fractured, and ready for the end
She came wanting to explore, I just wanted to dominate
The Lord had another plan, another idea, for my fate
Days pass, hours tick away, black started turning white
I said no more love, not in me, I can’t do it right
You took my virtual hand, and placed it on your heart
I felt the beats, even tho we are 700 miles apart
I will not fall, this I said again, no love for me
I am no good, I tried to explain no love cant you see
Broken, fractured, darkened, wanting only solitude
Seductive, beautiful Goddess, I am finding a new mood
A new mood of caring, a new pair of of being happy
Yes, I know this poem is becoming a bit sappy
So I take my hand and place it on her angelic face
I have new found hope and love, thanks to her grace
She was my obsession.
Now the source of my depression.
This sadness is real,
my caring was surreal
Nothing but the pangs in my heart
Your eyes prettier than any art
Mentally my brain is under attack
I would however still take you back
Mona lisa smile just a dream
You are gone forever it would seem
Wishing her the best in this world
Now I go as my heart becomes unfurled
Just walk through my door
and I will want you even more
Absence of love, scarred in absolute pain
Looks of an angel, tears from the rain
Empty heart, broken soul, with abandoned hope
Xamine yourself, take my hand and we can cope
Majestic eyes, beauty all the way through
Your heart is pure, no more time to be blue
Perfection found, love abound, happiness found
Every breath, every thought, pure in heart
Take me away to your secret place never to depart.
She came wanting to submit
We talked until I was content
Submissiveness ready so she said
Kneeling at the foot of my bed
I saw the darkness and became sad
The pain inflicted not wanting to add
I told her no submission for her
She no longer needed to call me sir
My pet she will always belong
Caring for her has no wrong
Holding tenderly the face in my mind
Her words of love are so very kind
Mine to protect I do accept the role
Filling the void of the empty hole
Wishing to hold her in my embrace
Staring contently in to her face
Mind has changed dom no longer
My passion continues to burn stronger
Naughty for me yes this may be true
But no more tears causing me to be blue
This sir wears a mask to hide his emotion
Your caring has cast a spell a magic potion
The mask is no more in the abyss is lays
Sharing my soul no more afraid of these days
Secretly broken death was my only true wish
You broke the spell just like snow whites kiss
Now I am alive continuing to relish my life
The pain still there, but no more stabbing knife
Compassionate blue eyes seeks my inner soul
My broken heart no longer has a large hole
Sealed with your kiss sealed with your passion
My sweet pet cares for me that’s not old fashion